i can never sleep.

i'm terrified of you these days.

you're like the dark, but you never put me to sleep.

i can never sleep.

i over think too much these days.

it's like my thoughts dance all around.  like the bark of a hound, that i want to muffle.

the treble's too high.  the bass is too low.  i just want my head to be clear and calm.

i'm afraid to speak these days.

is my voice the violin that is too repetitive?  is it that annoying staccato? are my words the untuned piano?

i wanted to let my feelings flow.  but a dam was built long ago to protect me, but did it hinder me?

i don't want to see you sail away, i'll keep running to the dock only to see you get blown away by a west wind.  my dear, my smile, i'm late.

please wait.