upset

it's 7am. i haven't slept yet. i can't fall asleep, because i keep thinking about you. you've been on my mind, and it's been bugging me. i counted the change scattered all over my floor. i sketched some flowers. i read snippets of literature from my personal library. i put my records in alphabetical order. organized my clothes. ate a midnight snack, multiple snacks actually.

i just can't sleep. i'm so upset right now.